narrative writing

If I Could Go Back in Time

If I could go back in time, I would like to erase all the mistakes that I have done with my friends, with other people and with my family. I do not ever want to make my parents sad with all the behavior that I have done and with all the requests that I asked. All parents never refused all desire that filed by their children, they always try to fulfill all desires their children, as well as my parents. My parents never refused all my requests, now I realized, sometimes if I want something I immediately asked with my parents without thinking first.

Now I realize that  to get money is not easy. I 've idly worked in the market become employees in the store without the knowledge of my parents, and I only lasted one day, and even then I was feeling very tired.

And if I could go back in time, I chose to be able to study while working. I ever thought, why me not take lecture only Saturday and Sunday so on other days of the week I could work. I 've talked to my parents if I want to study while working, but my parents forbid me, they told me that I should focus on college, I must study hard so that later I could be the best graduate and get a job easily. Then I think if my parents said to me was true. I have to study hard and focus of college so that later I can get the job I wanted with easily and I can make my parents proud of me so they do not feel hopeless already defray and raised me from I little until now.

Do you know.? I still want to study while working. I really feel envy when I see my friends who can study while working, they are able to defray themselves even make their parents proud and unencumbered again. I really wanted to like them, can defray themselves, can purchase the desired items without asking for money to the parents. but I am sure, all the things I've been doing this now will never be in vain if I can do it with confidence, always pray to god and always ask for the blessing of my parents.
Life is a stage and life wheel is always spinning, sometimes we are under and sometimes we were on top so do not be arrogant people and proud of all we've got now because nothing is perennial.